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THE NEw year
So this is the new year.
And i don't feel any different.
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance (in the distance).
So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For selfl assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions
So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
As thirty dialogues bleed into one
I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then i could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that can hold us back.
There'd be no distance that could hold us back [x2]
So this is the new year [x4]
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[03 Jan 2005|04:17pm] |
so ive thought alot of ppl dont realy know me so i decided to do this..
Ilove cold weather and snow and I read way too much.
I hate ignorant people.
I'm always trying to hide feelings
I like green eyes.
I hate feet
I don't like when other people take pictures of me, but I take a lot of myself.
my hair gets really frizzy when it's foggy/rainy.
I hate the phone.
I have curly hair naturaly.
I love little boy's clothes.
I'll hate wearing big jackets
I laugh in situations you're not supposed to laugh in.
I sleep a lot.
I'm not a jelouse. I can't help it.
my nails are always painted.
I'm always tired.
I never ever drink the milk left over in my cereal.
people who are happy all of the time bother me very much.
I always listening to music
I hate drama..
I love the sound of rain.
I love the sound fo sumone being happy
I loove jamba juice.
I hate fake people. be your fucking self.
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| ive been away for far to lOnG!! |
[03 Jan 2005|03:22pm] |
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so im comming home tommarow!!!!
im so excited!! as soon as i get home im ganna hang out with everyone. and we are ganna go to joshes house and be like hey comme on lets go. wow.. im so happy... im sort of scared tho..cuz the roads are full of ice.. and we have to drive two hours untill we get to the airport!
so out side its full of whiteness and ice cars slid and its crazyy!!
well yes so i want to see everyone when i get back so lets all hang out ight?!!
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| be my hero save me from insanity! |
[31 Dec 2004|10:16am] |
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wow so things arent so good. umm .. i miss joshua and i miss candace and i miss teresa and i miss holli.and i MIss jessi.. gah.. so many ppl i miss.
im tired of being here..
this is sumthing that mad me .. extreamly sad while i was up here. i call my aunt to say hi and my uncle rey .. is there. im like wtf are u doing there is all i came down i was all when are u leaving he says tommarow..i say when are u ganan come back.. not till next year.. yea.. my uncle rey is in the army.. and me and him are.. close i cried.. not fun..
last night candace. called me.. and let me listen to midnight drive play. very good band i talk to sum of the memebers they were pretty cool!
so yea i miss all of u guys.. and i wanna come back home
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[25 Dec 2004|03:15pm] |
so i realize this christmas i have no christmas spirt.. it doesnt bug me.. and i miss home..and the ppl here have no idea who i am.. and yea..
so this christmas.. isnt good
MERRY christmas.. to you guys....
so i hope all of u guys got what u wanted.
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| im shaking like a stone in the sea!! |
[23 Dec 2004|11:58pm] |
wow its cold
um today was umm nothing.. lol
i miss bako.. yea
wow.. a week more to go.
so the snow is nice out here very peacful.
latley ive been sitting next to the window looking out.. just thinking. its relaxing
so yea im done!
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[23 Dec 2004|07:19pm] |
What Will hartfulofhate Get ?
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[21 Dec 2004|06:15pm] |
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so im in IOWA
i miss home..=[
umm its nice up here but i have no one to talk to..
it snowed that refreshed me.it looks so nice
i feel lonley. the ppl here are so.. differnt.
i met sum cool ppl at the mall.. but i dont know them so why try.
i feel like here i have to be sumone imnot.
most of the ppl here are like OMG..lets go to A.E and shop.. thats just not me..
i love to just be there and hang out.. u kno.. but yea..
well i miss u guys terribly!!
=[ =[
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[19 Dec 2004|02:30pm] |
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letters to you- Finch |
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Christina,
I miss you already.
i didnt even get to say goodbye.
i have to wait for two weeks until i see you again. this sucks.
( <3 )
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[19 Dec 2004|12:06am] |
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[18 Dec 2004|11:46pm] |
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i hate the way i have to leave
i hate the way i never wanted to let go
i hate the way im ganan miss every one
i hate the way im ganan be misrable
i love the way that he told me he didnt want me to leave
i love the way i could be around him all day
i love the way that my friends care about me
i hate the way that im so sad
i hate the way that im ganna cry
i hate the way that im ganan be gone so long
♥but i love the fact that i have u guys to make me feel GOOD about myself! ♥
so today is my last day i will be gone for two weeks
im ganan miss all of u guys
gezze this is hard!
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[15 Dec 2004|08:55pm] |
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( mountain mikes )
3 more days till i leave!!!</3
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[12 Dec 2004|07:37pm] |
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well tonight i went to courtneys surprise party them umm i can to babysit so i can earn money for christmas presents.
umm candace spent the night at my house last night we did alot of talking!
i talked to dan last night about alot
umm yea. i dk what eles to say so yea
im doinnnnnng GOOD! and i love it
if things countinue to go this way. i will be smiling twenty four seven!
♥ &Hearts;
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[11 Dec 2004|04:20pm] |
well last night we went to jerrys to see from first to last and emery and boys night out and forthmorning
it was a good time but i got hit in the mouth lol it hurt.and i started bleeding but hey it was all good
i got to see MOO!! ♥
umm rachel went with me and teresa it was cool we had a really good time besides getting smashed up aginst the speaker and thrown on stage but it was good.
umm.. i dk whats going on with sum ppl but whatever..
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[08 Dec 2004|09:26pm] |
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so yea. today was really really good!!
♥ ♥
i found out what im getting joshua for christmas and jessi!
so my life is really good right now.. im happy excited all of thoes!!
well yea how is everyone inform me please??
♥ ♥ ♥
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[07 Dec 2004|09:45pm] |
so tonight i went to mountain mikes with joshua and teresa and candace!!
i had a great night!
we had lots of laughs and like we ate alot.
i spit my gum in josh's soda and he still drank it!
we tried to detangle his hair which he hasnt washed in a month lol
so our plans for friday changed we were ganan all come over my house and watch degrassi but now we are going to jerrys !!
so i love jessi so much!!
and im excited to go to IOWa on the 19th gezze im ganan have a good time well im ganan miss everybody tho
well im off
♥ ♥
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[06 Dec 2004|06:07am] |
</small> everybody better wish her a happy birthday!!!!!</small>
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